February 2011
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happy new year!
i know, we are already in the month of february but i have not written since october…
life is so much better. i was feeling so insecure about the last guy…he backed away and it took me a minute to to be content with that but i sooo am. i began to date an ex shortly afterwards, in october, and now in february, i am so happy i did. i dated this guy years ago and...
October 2010
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i hate being vulnerable. guess that’s why i’ve been single for so long.
so i have been “seeing” this guy for a little over a month now. and i feel like he is beginning to lose interest. but it’s funny- when we are together, the sparks are flying everywhere, people say they can see it. but he has not been coming to see me as often as before. and has slowed down on...
September 2010
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been waking up to anxiety attacks recently. there are a lot of amazing stuff happening in my life right now. but i think the anxiety is coming from dating this new guy. i like him and i know he likes me too but i am having doubts about him. why? hhhmmm…because i’m crazy!
he hasn’t really done anything for me to be all crazy like this. i think that the sabotager in me is just...
August 2010
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i don’t write often but glad that i have this outlet cuz i am not sure if i can talk to anyone fully about this.
went out on a “date” for the 1st time in about a 1 1/2 yrs. had a great time with the guy. and though he wasn’t my type, i found myself liking him. and the feeling felt very mutual. we had our 2nd date today. and i don’t know. i like him but i am not...
June 2010
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“Love is the spark in my heart, the light of the cosmos, a raging flame that...”
– deepak chopra
May 2010
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April 2010
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i miss trusting someone so much that you can be yourself around them. i don’t think i’ve ever truly mastered that, but seeing myself let go and trust someone makes me wanna experience it more.
March 2010
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“We like someone because. We love someone although.”
– henri de montherlant (via littlemiss)
February 2010
3 posts
“What the world really needs is more love and less paperwork.”
– pearl bailey (via eutopiainnyc)
“When one is in love, a cliff becomes a meadow.”
– ethiopian proverb
“We love because it’s the only true adventure.”
– nikki giovanni
January 2010
3 posts
“Love comes to those who still hope even though they’ve been disappointed, to...”
– cupid :o) (via eutopiainnyc)
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the other day i decided to be open for something/someone wonderful to come into my life. the great thing about experience is that it shows u what u don’t want + makes u clear on what u do want. i want a wonderful guy. what is wonderful? someone who is funny, loving, has a <creative> career that they r passionate about. someone who is older than me, like 8-10 yrs older. someone who is...
“Hatred paralyzes life; love releases it. Hatred confuses life; love harmonizes...”
– martin luther king jr. (via littlemiss)
December 2009
3 posts
“We are born to love.”
– helen fisher
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“When you haven’t forgiven those who’ve hurt you, you turn back...”
– tyler perry
November 2009
22 posts
“Being single is getting over the illusion that there is somebody out there to...”
– omkar phatak (via littlemiss)
“Love recognizes no barriers. It jumps hurdles, leaps fences, penetrates walls to...”
– maya angelou (via justbesplendid) (via bonita-applebum) (via thenaughtycorner)
“Kindness in words creates confidence. Kindness in thinking creates profoundness....”
– tao te ching (via littlemiss)
“Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn’t it? It makes you so vulnerable. It...”
– neil gaiman (via kari-shma) (via quote-book) (via exiledsoul) (via superhussyisms)
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as much as i want luv, i am not open to it. with each disappointment, with each hurt, with each embarrassment + break-up, i become more withdrawn. i try not to be but i have been this way for so long; it’s been the only way i know how to cope. but it’s funny cuz when i do begin to date someone new, i am very open with them; excited to see where it can go. but if i get hurt, i become...
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Watchalways loved this song.
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Take a bow, the night is over This masquerade is getting older Lights are low, the curtains down There’s no one here [There’s no one here, there’s no one in the crowd] Say your lines but do you feel them Do you mean what you say when there’s no one around [no one around] Watching you,...
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i am obsessed with luv.
i wish i was 1 of those women who doesn’t worry about being in a relationship. but i’m not. i hide behind my career. i know i don’t do a good job of it though. lol and it’s funny, cuz right now i don’t think i have the time/energy to fully commit to someone, to be in a relationship. but that doesn’t stop me from wanting it. or at least...
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Watchi wish u the best…i guess
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It gets harder every day, but I can’t seem to shake the pain I’m trying to find the words to say, please stay It’s written all over my face, I can’t Function the same when you’re not here I’m calling your name but no one’s there And I hope one day you’ll see nobody has it easy, I still can’t believe you found...
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had a talk with one of my boys today. good convo. told him about what went down with the last guy. he made me see things in a way i’ve never really thought about. guess cuz he is a guy + can relate to the dude’s side. kinda made me feel bad though. cuz he told me that i should had expressed my feelings to him + i didn’t. and now i kinda wished that i did. maybe he would have been...
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Watchpandora just played this on my phone + it sent me in a tizzy!
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So many things I’m goin’ through So much that I wanna do It startin’ to become so clear to me Tomorrow ain’t really guaranteed So many days I’ve thought of you It’s about time you knew the truth Got to act quickly, you and I And fall in love, so...
“When love beckons to you, follow him, Though his ways are hard and steep. And when his wings enfold you, yield to him, Though the sword hidden among his pinions may wound you. And when he speaks to you believe in him, Though his voice may shatter your dreams as the north wind lays waste the garden…” — Khalil Gibran
i crave intimacy.
these scenes keep running thru my head. scenes of the last guy i dated. of him taking my hand as we walked up his stairs; him caressing my hair as i told him how my day was; us cuddling, legs intertwined, arms wrapped around each other as we talked about our goals + dreams. i think i miss those things most about companionship. and about him. he was affectionate. probably more...
I Love Love
eutopiainnyc:
Is it a bit crass or rude to have Love for yourself? Hell nah!!!!!!!!! The only way I can receive the kind of Love I want, I have to give it to myself. I want that Noah and Allie from the notebook kind of Love. That Monica and Quincy Love from Love and Basketball. Love, you know that Darius and Nina Love from Love Jones. (Larenz Tate is sexy has hell in that movie) I woke up this...
“Love and compassion are necessities, not luxuries. Without them humanity cannot...”
– dalai lama (via littlemiss)
“Love can sometimes be magic. But magic can sometimes… just be an illusion.”
– javan (via littlemiss)
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“Girls are like apples… the best ones are at the top of the trees. The boys don’t...”
– pete wentz (via littlemiss)
via kevin-anthony:
It’s dawned on me, today more than ever, people’s obsession with labels on relationships. People are so focused on being in a relationship. They want a boyfriend, girlfriend, husband, wife; that definite title. A lot of people think that those labels are what make the love between the two people. That’s not the case. You don’t have to make anything official to be madly in...
welcome
the idea for this blog has been on my mind for about a month. then i read something just now that made me wanna just start this blog. not sure what exactly this blog is gonna cover in detail, but the general theme is luv. romantic luv specifically.
as a get older i realize that i have no clue as to what true romantic luv is. been in 1 real relationship in my adult life + even thatwas a sham....