luv lost n found

a blog about luv...the good, the bad, the ugly, and the i don't know what the hell i am doing!

welcome

the idea for this blog has been on my mind for about a month. then i read something just now that made me wanna just start this blog. not sure what exactly this blog is gonna cover in detail, but the general theme is luv. romantic luv specifically.

as a get older i realize that i have no clue as to what true romantic luv is. been in 1 real relationship in my adult life + even thatwas a sham. (long story short, we were together off + on for 1 1/2yrs…i realize that he never really wanted to be in a relationship.) but i did learn + grow from it. and it’s weird cuz now i am at the age where most people i know r getting married + having babies + i have no clue what that is like. i do want a romantic luv in my life. but my idea of luv has changed so much since my last relationship 2yrs ago. sometimes i wonder if i will be able to find the companionship that i want without having to compromise who i am. so the journey continues…