i am obsessed with luv.
i wish i was 1 of those women who doesn’t worry about being in a relationship. but i’m not. i hide behind my career. i know i don’t do a good job of it though. lol and it’s funny, cuz right now i don’t think i have the time/energy to fully commit to someone, to be in a relationship. but that doesn’t stop me from wanting it. or at least some type of companionship. the ideal situation for me right now is to date someone *exclusively* but see them a couple times a week. i really can not afford to give more time than that. hopefully with my career taking off, i will be able to devote more time; but since my career is still in its toddler years, i don’t want to be distracted. and i want someone who knows that + understands that + wants the same. but does that guy even exist? some days i would have to say the answer is no.
