the other day i decided to be open for something/someone wonderful to come into my life. the great thing about experience is that it shows u what u don’t want + makes u clear on what u do want. i want a wonderful guy. what is wonderful? someone who is funny, loving, has a <creative> career that they r passionate about. someone who is older than me, like 8-10 yrs older. someone who is open to take things to the next level, who is ready to be in a monogamous relationship.
last month i realized that i would not go back to any of my exes. funny. guess that is some type of growth. i realized that in each + every past relationship/situation, i compromised myself + my ideals in some <huge> way. EVERY SINGLE LAST ONE. i honestly can say that i thought that i could not have the relationship i really wanted so i settled. but i now KNOW that i can have anything i want, even attract the great guy i hope to be with. so i’m ready. i am open + can’t wait til the universe brings him my way. i KNOW it is gonna be a dope experience…
i am ready.
